[ Scrunching up his face, the moment he begins to tilt his head upward, he ensures to lower it. Nina's capable of many great feats, but a growth spurt isn't one of them. He laughs, wrinkling his nose. He'd asked for this. He'd leaned through their trek through the snow that Nina Zenik rose to every single challenge presented to her and with gusto. ]
Hm. [ He impulsively takes her bottom lip gently between his teeth. When he lets it go, he flushes softly. ] You should have done that in the huts. I would've been warm.
[ Nina gives a huff of amusement, brows raised at his gall. She remembers how warm they'd been together, tangled up in one another, and with his rather enthusiastic morning greeting.
She does appreciate how he bends for her, so she can kiss his forehead better though. Good man. Best man really. Her favorite even. She traces the flush of his cheeks and looks quite pleased with herself. ]
[ It's a pointed murmur that he knows will prompt her to roll her eyes in exasperation and insist that she'll be good. She's well-behaved. But it'll encourage her to be cheeky and find the nearest loophole. ]
What if they throw us out to sea because I cannot keep my hands off you?
[ It's never about her hands on him. In these playful scenarios, Matthias is the one who lacks control. ]
[ Her tone is mild and amused. Sailors are a different breed. She doubts some heated kisses and wandering touches or anything more will make them blush. She doesn't tell Matthias that they might even enjoy that. She doesn't think that'll comfort him any. ]
We'll have to keep each other warm in our bunk though. You understand.
I thought we would be on opposite sides. Far away from temptation.
[ He says that with an amused smile. There's no way in hell he'd leave Nina on the other side of the ship, even if it was the ship's protocol. Call him clingy or overprotective, but letting her out of his sight for a minute had almost let the thin ice outside the huts take her away from him.
But he holds her closer, in case she thinks to see right to it she stands on the opposite side of the ship. ]
Yes, we'll have to keep each other warm. I hear it gets very cold on Ravkan waters.
[ Her lips part to protest because there's no way she'll sleep without him. Nina is spoiled now. She's very fond of sleeping with his body pressed to hers. Thankfully, he's only teasing. She wraps arms around his neck and stands on her tip toes to kiss him comfortably. She presses against him, smiling into the kiss. ]
I need to be a little warmer please?
[ Around them, everyone is boarding and they're preparing to disembark. She feels the crowd of people starting to get closer as they settle in. All the more reason to stay near him. ]
[ He shakes his head, tsking, and wraps his arms tightly around her to pull her snugly against him. Why did he waste so much time in the whale huts not pulling her close?
Resting his chin against the top of her head, he kisses her hair and holds her tighter. He's not one for the sly work, not like she is, but he takes this as his opportunity to glance aroundโall ordinary people. No one on board strikes him as drรผskelle. He thinks there are a few Grisha on board. ]
Good thing I have my giant wolf man to keep me warm.
[ She's able to peer around discreetly as he envelopes her in his arms. Nina scans the others onboard from the crew to the passengers. No one she recognizes. Whether they're Grisha or not, she's not sure. She can't tell by heartbeat alone. With some of the crew being Grisha, she figures this might be a preferable ship for them to board. ]
[ That comforts him. If no one who'd recognise her is on board, then they really have a good chance of seeing the plan succeed.
With them still docked at Ravka, there's still too many opportunities for things to go awry. He supposes that's why they're on the opposite side of the ship, away from where the gangway is and where people are boarding and leaving as the crew prepares the ship for its departure. ]
If I am a giant wolf man, what does that make you?
[ Her eyes return to him, her favorite sight. She knows that the Squaller is already preparing to direct the wind to the sails as the other crew members unmoors from the docks.
Soon, they'll be sailing far away from Ravka and Fjerda. They can be together without their people pulling them apart. ]
[ Nina isn't a wolf. Even though she can be, he doesn't want her to be. He doesn't want her to be like the women of Fjerda, docile and quiet and softer than they should be because it's been demanded of them. He wants her to be herself, brash and loud and unapologetic.
He takes a moment to think and bows his head so his mouth is against her hair. ]
Little Red Bird.
[ Birds are free to do as they please, but they always come back to their wolves on the ground. ]
I have always liked birds. And you are very much a bird.
[ She twitters in delight at the title. She loves it. Matthias, her wolf, is a romantic at heart. It's one of her many favorite things about him. She tilts her head to look up at him. The brightness of her eyes shine with the adoration she holds for him.
Nina's lips pull into a teasing grin as she feigns innocence. ]
Because of my lovely singing voice? [ Certainly not. She's terrible at it. ]
[ He laughs. ] Especially because of your lovely singing voice.
[ If he never heard Nina sing again, he'd be a sad, sad man. Djel wouldn't want that, surely.
He glides his hands up and down her back, peering over her head as though he's able to hide the fact that he's smiling. He's a romantic. He's showing too much of his hand, and he loves it. The crew around them are in the final stages of clearing the ship for sail. ]
[ She's teasing, of course. Nina doesn't regret this. She doesn't regret choosing him. She hums at the way his hand runs up and down her back. It makes her feel good, sending warm tingles all throughout her body. She looks up at him with a smirk. ]
But only because if I'd know you'd want me to behave then I wouldn't have suggested a ship to travel.
[ That's a lie. This is the best way to travel. It's faster than on foot. She can behave herself for the duration if it means his safety. ]
[ He cocks his brow, curling his lips upward. He shakes his head. The ship's anchor rises from the bed below the water. ]
A strange wish I do not have.
[ Now that she's given her name, he likes saying it. The syllables roll perfectly off his tongue, better than 'Grisha' ever did. It feels and tastes warm, and he likes that she's trusted him with it. ]
I only wish for Nina Zenik to be Nina Zenikโฆ with only a little bit of petting on this ship.
[ He can't give her an inch or otherwise he's in big, big trouble. ]
[ Nina laughs brightly. There's few things she enjoys more than misbehaving. Misbehaving for Mathias is definitely above it. She reaches up and traces the shape of his lips with her thumb.
Her smile is indulgent just as much as it is mischievous. ]
Okay, Matthias Helvar, just a little petting. Nothing more, nothing less.
[ She plans on making him beg for more than just a little. Surely there's secret nooks somewhere upon this ship. ]
The thought doesn't startle him as much as it should, although it's there, accompanied by a flutter of his heart and heat blooming at his cheeks. He wants to see what she'd do if he did. But they're on a ship, and there are people about. And he's, wellโฆ
What is he now?
Free.
Anyone he wants to be.
So Matthias glances down at her, parting his lips slightly. Subtlety is a skill he'll learn from her. His bulk prevents him from slipping in and out of doors unnoticed, but he can learn; she's a good teacher. He parts his lips, touches the tip of his tongue to the pad of her thumb to work it into his mouth. All the while, he gazes down at her as innocently as he can muster. ]
[ She watches him. Nina loves seeing him blossom and become the person he's meant to be without the rigidity of his culture. He's utterly adorable with his soft rosy flush. Such a big, tall man to be blushing like that. It only adds to his charm. Her eyes queen slightly when he chooses to be bold. It's such a delight.
She feels the part of his lips. Feels the warmth of his breath and the velvety wet kiss of his tongue. It's absurd how affected she is by the smallest touch by him, but she swears it goes straight to her core. Her thumb is in his mouth, and Matthias has such a smug Nina Zenik gleam in his eyes.
Such a fast learner. ]
I shan't be blamed if a little petting becomes much more than that.
[ He murmurs it against the pad of her thumb. Even if he encourages it, she'll still earn his blame. She's the one who taught him how to be unburdened by propriety. She's the one who suggested heavy petting in the first place. She's the one who he wants to behave in such a way with.
Letting her thumb go, he inhales deeply and glances out at the water as though he hadn't been looking at her with bedroom eyes. ]
The water looks flat.
[ He lifts the corners of his lips up at that. He's so horrible at the seductive game sometimes, where he's hot one moment and cold the next. ]
[ Nina throws her head back and laughs. The sound carries on the wind just as the ship begins to lurch and move away from the harbor. She grips his arms to steady herself, but she's still laughing.
She adores his duality. His playfulness and his utter Fjerdan stoicism. Her hands reach up once she's steady to cup his face. Such a gorgeous jawline that should never be covered with a Drรผskelle beard in her opinion. ]
[ The moment she grips him, he moves to steady her with a hand pressed against her back. She's been an anchor for him ever since the drรผskelle captured her. Perhaps not in those first few moments when she'd regarded him with justified hatred, but every moment after.
This is it. With the ship moving, it means they're really doing this. Matthias inhales deeply, glancing out at the rippling water. He glances over his shoulder at Ravka, at this city he's only heard stories about. It doesn't look so bad, but he knows he'll never fit inside of it. ]
Maybe there will be a little heavy petting.
[ He looks down at her, curving the corner of his lips upward. ]
I wouldn't want you to be homesick.
[ And he selfishly wants the reminder that she's here, and that her being away from her home won't see her change at all. ]
[ Nina preens against him. She considers that a victory, his little concession. A little heavy petting can easily be turned into a lot of heavy petting. Maybe she can even find a place for the two of them to have a little nook of privacy where she can sink down to her knees and delight him with her clever mouth.
She smiles up at him. There's happiness and mischief shining in her gaze. She doesn't even miss a beat. ]
Matthias smiles and looks away from her, disliking how it's so clear on his face what her words mean to him. His home is gone, but he supposes that he had it all wrong. Fjerda was a place to claim. His home was lost long ago, only to rebuild itself before him now in a very exasperating Ravkan Grisha.
Sometimes he wonders if Nina was Djel's way of making him whole again. He keeps finding her, again and again. Wasn't that what the point of following Djel's waters? The water led him to Nina, and now it's leading him elsewhere to start anew. ]
You need to stop that. [ He needs to stop smiling, but he can't. He needs to stop blushing, but he can't. He looks at her again. ] You do all these things to my heart. You need to stop that.
[ It's easier to pretend it's her Grisha ways making his heart flutter when it's simply just Nina. ]
[ Indeed, her hands are in full view, but they both know that's not what he means. Not really. It makes her feel just as flushed and fluttery to know that she makes his heart do those things because of her words alone. She can make him smile like that. She loves how he blushes and looks away. It's the most adorable thing she's ever seen. She wants to make him smile like that forever if he'll let her. ]
[ He sighs dramatically, peering out at the water as the ship glides along it. Ravka's getting smaller and smaller. He's filled with the impulse to distract Nina from looking back, even though she hasn't indicated she's worried. Perhaps he is. Sometimes he wishes he could look back on Fjerda one last time and not take the sight of it for granted. ]
You are nothing but innocentโmy mistake. I must have been thinking of someone else. Someone more mischievous and daring and incredibly exasperating. [ He lifts his brows and smiles. ] Very beautiful, too, but she can't know or else her head will grow bigger.
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Hm. [ He impulsively takes her bottom lip gently between his teeth. When he lets it go, he flushes softly. ] You should have done that in the huts. I would've been warm.
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[ Nina gives a huff of amusement, brows raised at his gall. She remembers how warm they'd been together, tangled up in one another, and with his rather enthusiastic morning greeting.
She does appreciate how he bends for her, so she can kiss his forehead better though. Good man. Best man really. Her favorite even. She traces the flush of his cheeks and looks quite pleased with herself. ]
I bet I can make you warmer.
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[ It's a pointed murmur that he knows will prompt her to roll her eyes in exasperation and insist that she'll be good. She's well-behaved. But it'll encourage her to be cheeky and find the nearest loophole. ]
What if they throw us out to sea because I cannot keep my hands off you?
[ It's never about her hands on him. In these playful scenarios, Matthias is the one who lacks control. ]
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[ Her tone is mild and amused. Sailors are a different breed. She doubts some heated kisses and wandering touches or anything more will make them blush. She doesn't tell Matthias that they might even enjoy that. She doesn't think that'll comfort him any. ]
We'll have to keep each other warm in our bunk though. You understand.
We will have to cuddle close in our bunk.
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[ He says that with an amused smile. There's no way in hell he'd leave Nina on the other side of the ship, even if it was the ship's protocol. Call him clingy or overprotective, but letting her out of his sight for a minute had almost let the thin ice outside the huts take her away from him.
But he holds her closer, in case she thinks to see right to it she stands on the opposite side of the ship. ]
Yes, we'll have to keep each other warm. I hear it gets very cold on Ravkan waters.
[ Not as cold as Fjerdan waters, but still. ]
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I need to be a little warmer please?
[ Around them, everyone is boarding and they're preparing to disembark. She feels the crowd of people starting to get closer as they settle in. All the more reason to stay near him. ]
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[ He shakes his head, tsking, and wraps his arms tightly around her to pull her snugly against him. Why did he waste so much time in the whale huts not pulling her close?
Resting his chin against the top of her head, he kisses her hair and holds her tighter. He's not one for the sly work, not like she is, but he takes this as his opportunity to glance aroundโall ordinary people. No one on board strikes him as drรผskelle. He thinks there are a few Grisha on board. ]
Recognise anyone? [ He murmurs. ]
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[ She's able to peer around discreetly as he envelopes her in his arms. Nina scans the others onboard from the crew to the passengers. No one she recognizes. Whether they're Grisha or not, she's not sure. She can't tell by heartbeat alone. With some of the crew being Grisha, she figures this might be a preferable ship for them to board. ]
No. No one.
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With them still docked at Ravka, there's still too many opportunities for things to go awry. He supposes that's why they're on the opposite side of the ship, away from where the gangway is and where people are boarding and leaving as the crew prepares the ship for its departure. ]
If I am a giant wolf man, what does that make you?
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[ Her eyes return to him, her favorite sight. She knows that the Squaller is already preparing to direct the wind to the sails as the other crew members unmoors from the docks.
Soon, they'll be sailing far away from Ravka and Fjerda. They can be together without their people pulling them apart. ]
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He takes a moment to think and bows his head so his mouth is against her hair. ]
Little Red Bird.
[ Birds are free to do as they please, but they always come back to their wolves on the ground. ]
I have always liked birds. And you are very much a bird.
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[ She twitters in delight at the title. She loves it. Matthias, her wolf, is a romantic at heart. It's one of her many favorite things about him. She tilts her head to look up at him. The brightness of her eyes shine with the adoration she holds for him.
Nina's lips pull into a teasing grin as she feigns innocence. ]
Because of my lovely singing voice? [ Certainly not. She's terrible at it. ]
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[ If he never heard Nina sing again, he'd be a sad, sad man. Djel wouldn't want that, surely.
He glides his hands up and down her back, peering over her head as though he's able to hide the fact that he's smiling. He's a romantic. He's showing too much of his hand, and he loves it. The crew around them are in the final stages of clearing the ship for sail. ]
No second thoughts?
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[ She's teasing, of course. Nina doesn't regret this. She doesn't regret choosing him. She hums at the way his hand runs up and down her back. It makes her feel good, sending warm tingles all throughout her body. She looks up at him with a smirk. ]
But only because if I'd know you'd want me to behave then I wouldn't have suggested a ship to travel.
[ That's a lie. This is the best way to travel. It's faster than on foot. She can behave herself for the duration if it means his safety. ]
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[ He cocks his brow, curling his lips upward. He shakes his head. The ship's anchor rises from the bed below the water. ]
A strange wish I do not have.
[ Now that she's given her name, he likes saying it. The syllables roll perfectly off his tongue, better than 'Grisha' ever did. It feels and tastes warm, and he likes that she's trusted him with it. ]
I only wish for Nina Zenik to be Nina Zenikโฆ with only a little bit of petting on this ship.
[ He can't give her an inch or otherwise he's in big, big trouble. ]
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[ Nina laughs brightly. There's few things she enjoys more than misbehaving. Misbehaving for Mathias is definitely above it. She reaches up and traces the shape of his lips with her thumb.
Her smile is indulgent just as much as it is mischievous. ]
Okay, Matthias Helvar, just a little petting. Nothing more, nothing less.
[ She plans on making him beg for more than just a little. Surely there's secret nooks somewhere upon this ship. ]
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The thought doesn't startle him as much as it should, although it's there, accompanied by a flutter of his heart and heat blooming at his cheeks. He wants to see what she'd do if he did. But they're on a ship, and there are people about. And he's, wellโฆ
What is he now?
Free.
Anyone he wants to be.
So Matthias glances down at her, parting his lips slightly. Subtlety is a skill he'll learn from her. His bulk prevents him from slipping in and out of doors unnoticed, but he can learn; she's a good teacher. He parts his lips, touches the tip of his tongue to the pad of her thumb to work it into his mouth. All the while, he gazes down at her as innocently as he can muster. ]
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She feels the part of his lips. Feels the warmth of his breath and the velvety wet kiss of his tongue. It's absurd how affected she is by the smallest touch by him, but she swears it goes straight to her core. Her thumb is in his mouth, and Matthias has such a smug Nina Zenik gleam in his eyes.
Such a fast learner. ]
I shan't be blamed if a little petting becomes much more than that.
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[ He murmurs it against the pad of her thumb. Even if he encourages it, she'll still earn his blame. She's the one who taught him how to be unburdened by propriety. She's the one who suggested heavy petting in the first place. She's the one who he wants to behave in such a way with.
Letting her thumb go, he inhales deeply and glances out at the water as though he hadn't been looking at her with bedroom eyes. ]
The water looks flat.
[ He lifts the corners of his lips up at that. He's so horrible at the seductive game sometimes, where he's hot one moment and cold the next. ]
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She adores his duality. His playfulness and his utter Fjerdan stoicism. Her hands reach up once she's steady to cup his face. Such a gorgeous jawline that should never be covered with a Drรผskelle beard in her opinion. ]
Not for long, darling.
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This is it. With the ship moving, it means they're really doing this. Matthias inhales deeply, glancing out at the rippling water. He glances over his shoulder at Ravka, at this city he's only heard stories about. It doesn't look so bad, but he knows he'll never fit inside of it. ]
Maybe there will be a little heavy petting.
[ He looks down at her, curving the corner of his lips upward. ]
I wouldn't want you to be homesick.
[ And he selfishly wants the reminder that she's here, and that her being away from her home won't see her change at all. ]
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She smiles up at him. There's happiness and mischief shining in her gaze. She doesn't even miss a beat. ]
Why would I be? My home is right here.
[ She pats his chest right where his heart is. ]
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Matthias smiles and looks away from her, disliking how it's so clear on his face what her words mean to him. His home is gone, but he supposes that he had it all wrong. Fjerda was a place to claim. His home was lost long ago, only to rebuild itself before him now in a very exasperating Ravkan Grisha.
Sometimes he wonders if Nina was Djel's way of making him whole again. He keeps finding her, again and again. Wasn't that what the point of following Djel's waters? The water led him to Nina, and now it's leading him elsewhere to start anew. ]
You need to stop that. [ He needs to stop smiling, but he can't. He needs to stop blushing, but he can't. He looks at her again. ] You do all these things to my heart. You need to stop that.
[ It's easier to pretend it's her Grisha ways making his heart flutter when it's simply just Nina. ]
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[ Indeed, her hands are in full view, but they both know that's not what he means. Not really. It makes her feel just as flushed and fluttery to know that she makes his heart do those things because of her words alone. She can make him smile like that. She loves how he blushes and looks away. It's the most adorable thing she's ever seen. She wants to make him smile like that forever if he'll let her. ]
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[ He sighs dramatically, peering out at the water as the ship glides along it. Ravka's getting smaller and smaller. He's filled with the impulse to distract Nina from looking back, even though she hasn't indicated she's worried. Perhaps he is. Sometimes he wishes he could look back on Fjerda one last time and not take the sight of it for granted. ]
You are nothing but innocentโmy mistake. I must have been thinking of someone else. Someone more mischievous and daring and incredibly exasperating. [ He lifts his brows and smiles. ] Very beautiful, too, but she can't know or else her head will grow bigger.
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